i jus wanna touch butts

I don't mind it, I don't mind if you're overrated
Or if you're staring at the edge of the world.
Keep in mind that I'm a sore eye with blurry vision.
But I can see it has to be your love that I've been dreaming of.
And if we climb this high, I swear we'll never die.
 
I'll never die.
 
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hiya guys, i wish this school year would already end dammit ;-;

I was bored, sorrynotsorry

He rolled up, asked him what he was sippin' on
He said lean, You want to hit it, dawg?
That's the same stuff
Weezy's sippin' huh?
And tons of other rappers that be spittin' hard
Yup yup five a bone
When he passed him that styrofoam the easter pink, heard it in a rhyme before
Finally got to see what all the hype was on
And then he took a sip, sittin' in the Lincoln thinkin' he was pimpin' as he listen to the system
Little did he know that it was just as addictive as bass
Not the kind of hit from the kick drum
Hot box, let the bass bump
Take it to the face, gulp
Months later the use went up
Every blunt was accompanied by the pink stuff
But Goddamn he loved that feelin'
Purple rain coated in the throat
Just so healin'
Medicine alleviate the sickness
Liquid affix and it comes with a cost
Wake up, cold sweat, scratchin', itchin'
Trying to escape the skin that barely fit him
Gone, get another bottle just to get a couple swallows
Headed towards the bottom couldn't get off it
Didn't even think he had a problem
Though he couldn't sleep without gettin' nauseous
Room spinnin', thinkin' he might've sipped just a little bit too much of that cough syrup
His eyelids closed shut
Sat back in the chair clutchin' that cup
Girlfriend came and a couple hours later said his name shook him but he never got up
 
He never got up, he never got up
We live on the cusp of death thinkin' that it won't be us
It won't be us, it won't be us, it won't be us
Nah, it won't be us
 
Now he just wanted to act like them
He just wanted to rap like him
Us as rappers underestimate the power and the effects that we have on these kids
Blunt passed, ash in a tin, pack being pushed, harassed by the feds
The fact of it is most people that rap like this talkin' about some shit they haven't lived
Surprise, you know the drill
Trapped in a box, declined record sales
Follow the formula violence, drugs, and, sex sells
So we try to sound like someone else
This is not Californication
There's no way to glorify this pavement
Syrup, Percocet, and an eighth a day will leave you broke, depressed, and emotionally vacant
Despite how Lil Wayne lives
It's not conducive to being creative
And I know 'cause he's my favorite
And I know 'cause I was off that same mix
Rationalize the shit that I'd try after I listen to dedication
But he's an alien, I'd sip that shit, pass out or play Playstation
Months later I'm in the same place
No music made, feeling like a failure
And trust me it's not dope to be 25 and move back to your parent's basement
I've seen my people's dreams die
I've seen what they can be denied
And "weeds not a drug" - that's denial
Groundhog Day life repeat each time
I've seen Oxycontin take three lives
I grew up with them, we used to chief dimes
I've seen cocaine bring out the demons inside
Cheatin' and lyin'
Friendship cease, no peace in the mind
Stealin' and takin' anything to fix the pieces inside
Broken, hopeless, headed nowhere
Only motivation for what the dealer's supplying
That rush, that drug, that dope
Those pills, that crumb, that roach
Thinkin' I would never do that, not that drug
And growing up nobody ever does
Until you're stuck, lookin' in the mirror like I can't believe what I've become
Swore I was goin' to be someone
And growing up everyone always does
We sell our dreams and our potential
To escape through that buzz
Just keep me up, keep me up
Hollywood here we come
 
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Help I've fallen in love with macklemore

I don't think I am capable of
This teenage televised taping of love.
But here is my guide on how to be alone:
Just act like a freak and
Sleep with everyone you've ever known.
 
I'm half crazy, all just cracked up
When will what I have ever be good enough?
I'm sad, funny it seems lately this ain't a fairytale
And I don't think I'll ever be happy.
 
And I'd like to think romance is real
Open my chest, a heart you could steal
But here is my guide on how to stay alone,
Just drink 'til you're gone and pass out on the floor.
 
I'm half crazy, all just cracked up
When will what I have ever be good enough?
I'm sad, funny it seems lately this ain't a fairytale
And I don't think I'll ever be happy.
Happy.
 
I'm half crazy, all just cracked up
When will what I have ever be good enough?
I'm sad, funny it seems lately this ain't a fairytale
And no I am not smiling
'Cause I don't think I'll ever be
 
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I've been really tired lately, but guyssssss I'm going to a The Maine concert June 7th, and i'm excited because 14 days later I go to warped and I'm going with my best friend to both squee~
 
but hey guys I made two new social media accounts; a kik, ofmiceandkat; a 'Days', ofmiceandkat. Come talk to me and shit ya <3

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i dunno man
i dunno

I hope you know,
I swear I’ve never done this before,
And I care, I’m so sorry
Scarred you for life, please come back to me,
Down on my knees, repeating apologies
 
Why do I deny the heart that’s grown colder?
Too quick to criticize the lullaby
Why do I deny the heart that’s grown colder?
Too quick to criticize…
Sweet serenity…. I wish you, sweet serenity
 
Back on mistakes I’ve made, please come home to me.
I’ll show you truth. I’m all for you
I’ll hold your hand, ease your mind, yeah we’ll be okay,
Repeating apologies…
 
Why do I deny… stay here with me,
Let what I am, let it speak more
More than words they can’t compete with
It’s always been you and me
 
Why do I deny the heart that’s grown colder?
Too quick to criticize the lullaby
Why do I deny the heart that’s grown colder?
Too quick to criticize…
Sweet serenity… I wish you, sweet serenity
 
I hope you know, I hope you know
I’ve never done this before, done this before, and I…
I hope you know, I hope you know,
Baby you’re not alone, you’re not alone…
(You’ve ruined me) I hope you know
I swear I’ve never done this before, and I care
 
I bet you’re sorry
You’ve lied to my face
All these words that I say,
are the words I wanted to hear from you to me.
 

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I don't know man. I don't know.

Created in the Polyvore iPhone app. http://www.polyvore.com/iPhone
 

So I was jus checking my stats on here and I was all oh hey how many followers do I have, ms I was expecting something like 50 or a bit more but it turns out I nearly have 200 followers, but I'd just like to say thank you and I love you all very much and ya ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

High rise, veins of the avenue
Bright eyes and subtle variations of blue
Everywhere is balanced there like a rainbow above you
Street lights glisten on the boulevard
And cold nights make staying alert so hard
For heaven's sake, keep me awake so I won't be caught off guard
Clearly I am a passerby but I'll find a place to stay
Dear pacific day, won't you take me away?
Small town hearts of the New Year
Brought down by gravity, crystal clear
City fog and brave dialogue converge on the frontier
Make haste, I feel your heartbeat
With new taste for speed, out on the street
Find a road to a humble abode where both of our routes meet
The silver sound is all around and the colors fall like snow
The feeling of letting go, I guess we'll never know
 
Cheer up and dry your damp eyes and tell me when it rains
And I'll blend up that rainbow above you and shoot it through your veins
'Cause your heart has a lack of colour and we should've known
That we'd grow up sooner or later 'Cause we wasted all our free time alone
 
Your nerves gather with the altitude
Exhale the stress so you don't come unglued
Somewhere there is a happy affair, a ghost of a good mood
Wide eyed, panic on the getaway
The high tide could take me so far away
VCR's and motorcars unite on the Seventh Day
A popular gauge will measure the rage of the new Post-Modern Age
'Cause somewhere along the line all the decades align.
 
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Are any of you fed up with my slight obsession with my penny boards, vans, and vest tees yet? Hahah sorrynotsorry
 
I'm just really tired and lazy and not creative right now, but essentially this is what I wore today~
 
Updates on Kat's Life (Hey that's me!)
- I dyed my hair red and I looked like I committed a murder for about a week or so -shrugs shoulders-
- I'm contemplating on making youtube videos but I don't have enough time /right/ now to make any but you know over the summer, or spring break (WHICH IS COMING UP OMFG I'M NOT DOING ANYTHING AT ALL, I MEAN I MIGHT GO TO MY GRANDMA'S BUT IDK WHAT ELSE I'LL BE DOING)
- Spring break for me starts in a week basically
- My warped tour date is in a little less than 3 months okay, that's rad, and I can hardly contain myself
- I have decided that I am going to stop focusing on negative things in my life and focus on the good things that happened today because they out weigh the bad by far and I /need/ to stop being so flipping negative about things -sighs deeply-
- I finished my CAHSEE's a week ago so my stress level on /that/ has lessen but i still seem to be on edge because of it
- I took a massive nap today after school and it was rad~
 
Alright, good night xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx